I've come to realise that certain experiences change you...without you even being aware of it. It's a strange feeling when that realisation hits you. Just think of how you were in college days and now...any difference?
I have been thinking about the changes that i have undergone since college...
I am more wary of jumping into new relationships. Making friends has become harder. All the more reason why i have to work at keeping the old ones!!! Become more aloof and i smile lesser than i used to. Sad. But i am working on it.
Yup, I find that I have limited myself in so many ways...think twice before laughing out loud, remember to behave sophisticated in public...I miss the uninhibited child in me!!
Cynical...that's what i have become..of people, of things, of the many turn of events in my life...everytime i see a bright cheerful ray of sunshine, i am training my radars on trying to spot the thick grey clouds that will soon cover the sunray! weird!! uninhibited..i no longer even know what it means!!
i did most of my changing a year after we left wcc. i work harder.. on relationships, at work et al. i am less trusting. buut what i miss most the carefree, bindas side of me.
bungi and mimi... i cant imagine u not smiling and cackling resply :))
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I have been thinking about the changes that i have undergone since college...
I am more wary of jumping into new relationships. Making friends has become harder. All the more reason why i have to work at keeping the old ones!!! Become more aloof and i smile lesser than i used to. Sad. But i am working on it.
How have you changed?!
Yup, I find that I have limited myself in so many ways...think twice before laughing out loud, remember to behave sophisticated in public...I miss the uninhibited child in me!!
Cynical...that's what i have become..of people, of things, of the many turn of events in my life...everytime i see a bright cheerful ray of sunshine, i am training my radars on trying to spot the thick grey clouds that will soon cover the sunray! weird!! uninhibited..i no longer even know what it means!!
i did most of my changing a year after we left wcc. i work harder.. on relationships, at work et al.
i am less trusting. buut what i miss most the carefree, bindas side of me.
bungi and mimi... i cant imagine u not smiling and cackling resply :))
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